When your in a long distance relationship you look into you girlfriend's/boyfriend's eyes.... you look at yourself with him/her in the past.... all the good times you had.... and all the bad.....but when you reflect on yourself with him/her.... and in the future.... you think.... is this going to work? Does he/she really love me? Is he/she cheating on me? All of these questions come to mind sooner or later.... which makes you want him/her even more..... but one last question stands in MY MIND..... Am i the one for her?...... Still today i question myself on who i am..... where do i belong... and is she TRUE... i have many more years in my life... so i guess i will see..... but when?

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Its over now theres no more past. No more wondering how long it would last. cause there is no future, there is no now. All this leads to the word "how", How did this happen, what did i do, i know i hurt u, but i didnt mean to, i told u the truth, and u didnt belive it, theres no one else i should love, because your the only one, and there is no other. I know ur family, they know me, but can they show me how i can be? So i dont hurt, or offend, and so i dont have to pretend. Of all this i ask u 1 last thing, dont forget me because i wont forget u. Beacuse u were the only one for me, Ive always loved u...

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                                            Josh RG Florido

                                                             4/1/05 

Have you ever felt like a complete dumbass because you did one huge mistake that would change you.... Well thats exactly how i feel right now.... Everytime i try to make it better it gets worse.... so how do you fix the past and make it the future, when your past has forgotten you.....

As every school day passes i see couples arounud me happy and i look back at myself and say "wow..... what happened with you..... oh yeah u made a dumb ass mistake" and sometimes the smalles mistake can be the biggest one.... If friends are life and life is forever..... what is the point of life?

Hey peoplz!!! Like that car on my xanga!! Well when i was like 12 that was my future car... No its all about the Mazda Rx-8 (still cant find a pic for it LOL) But ya today went by quick...Woke up, took a shower. Went wid my mom and my sis to the store.... came home... sat on my ass and here i am. LOL welll ya tommorow Church then i think i have to work.... Then School....... GREAT...... FINALs..... well imma go hang out wid my bro now!!! Peace!!!

Hey pplz..... its ya boy josh..... so ya lets get down to the point. Today im at home SICK...... Man this Shnick sucks! (yes i said shnick..... its another word for s***, wats with the word chnagin u say? im tryin to stop using profanity as much as i used too.) LOL i know its kinda amazing huh me trying to stop cussing..... Well ya right now im waiting to get sleepy, i jst took my nyquil medicine, and im ready to drift off to sleep....Hope tommrow that ill be better!!! See ya Peace!!!

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                                                                               ReMiCk